Thank you everyone for the kind comforting words. This week has been pretty hard on me, it still hits me hard sometimes during the day at work. Yes I've still been going to both of my jobs. I almost had a break down at work yesterday.
The insurance companies are dicking us around with finances for the for the ern and the cremation. So I'm working extra extra hours to help pay for it. My family thinks it would be a great idea if I moved to Virginia to be with my grandfather. So I gotta save up for that too. (Which I think would be a great idea, cuz it would get me out of the shitty state of CA.)
Ugh, it just isn't getting any better...but I'm really trying to hold it together.